myself. :)
The Lord keeps on showing more and more of His mercy everyday. Things i
never thought i could achieve or accomplish, i've been able to (not by
my own strength). And receiving things and friendships i don't feel like
i deserve. I've messed up with guys far too much to deserve someone
who's saved their first kiss... but He's presented precisely that to
me.
I don't understand why someone who has made mistakes would be blessed
with something far greater than they could ever really hope or imagine.
Like Zac. This kid is just too incredible for me to handle. I remember
thinking years ago when we first met, "i'd sure be the happiest girl
ever if i got someone like that to pursue me." Never did i expect him to
have feelings for me because he could do WAY better. Yet, the Lord has
pointed our sights on each other. It's something i never saw coming.
It's something that still stuns me everytime i think about it.
How incredibly overwhelming our God is. He knows our hearts and desires
and goes above and beyond what we originally asks for. We just gotta be
patient and trusting in His timing. It would have been far to easy to
jump into another relationship with some cute kid in Stats, but i waited
it out, and i get the best of the best.
Crazy, right?
Anyways, Zac is not my source of happiness. He is a contributor to it.
Haha. But my grades have been improving, my God time is juicy every time
i dive into it.
i am loving life because God made it beautiful.
<3 Lea.
Ps: Blog, i have been reading this really good book called "Questions
Christians Hope No One Will Ask. ( with answers." It's amazing. I would
invest in it if i were You. :)
