Owch.

"But i've lost it. i'm wasted.
God - quickly, quickly!
Quick to my side, quick to my rescue!
God, don't lose a minute."
[Psalm 70:5]
Just reading this David psalm, this is exactly how a feel. And praying
it to my God, my chest tightens up. It feels like He is hugging me soooo
hard. It's kinda hurts. It feels like He's pressing down on my chest,
it's that strong. It's good to feel His presence again. <3
let this stay. Let it stay.